Tuesday, July 22, 2003
So it has been...got smashin drunk at a friends house on sat night. went to chill at sunset bay later in the day..hangover. felt like i could die any min. all wells... the 6 of us drank 3 bottles of teq. and basically i really felt so happy...e kind of barenaked happiness that one feels as a child...until i hurled like a merlion tat is..hhahaha
Anyway... thinkin back of ck...(now im at last able to do so without much hurt.) There was this period where i couldnt sleep without a msg from her at night.. (of cuz she didnt know tat, neither did i realised it..and i wld never tell her tat..too much pride). and its so weird..not that there werent babes to msg...but it didnt feel the same back den...n still doesnt now..
Imagine wakin up dreadin the day and stuff...and for what reason? u didnt get a msg last night...that was how much impact she had over me. though this can never be revealed....cuz its my single greatest weakness and theres too much enemies out there(yes yes..im paranoia). everyone thinks im tis cool guy whos fun to hang with. but well everyone has their weakness. let me tell u a story...theres this guy..he is good looking..rich..young..drives e latest mercz at only 18yrs old. he fucks young proud virgin teases...one of whom wld later go down on her knees to beg him after he dumped her just a day after deflowerin her. and i tell ya..that girl was one prideful being...and to think...
so one day he showed his friend small vertical scars on both his wrist...when i saw tat..it dawned instantaneously what happened.(cuz i saw em on tis pretty cute babe once) well..why would someone who has it all apparently resort to self-multilation? BGR...3 words.
Hence , my dear friends...take care all. SHIT HAPPENS! but life goes on....you can love a person so much and yet if u do nothing..or did everything abt it...the person gives shit abt you.... DROP IT...MOVE ON.
Ps: btw sum pple take u as a "spare" meaning he/she dont care shit abt u anymore..but still dont wanna make a clean break with you...they are called selfish bastards...and if u are in love with one such person. GOOD LUCK..hahaha. 3 more words...YUR FUCKED BABY!
Anyway... thinkin back of ck...(now im at last able to do so without much hurt.) There was this period where i couldnt sleep without a msg from her at night.. (of cuz she didnt know tat, neither did i realised it..and i wld never tell her tat..too much pride). and its so weird..not that there werent babes to msg...but it didnt feel the same back den...n still doesnt now..
Imagine wakin up dreadin the day and stuff...and for what reason? u didnt get a msg last night...that was how much impact she had over me. though this can never be revealed....cuz its my single greatest weakness and theres too much enemies out there(yes yes..im paranoia). everyone thinks im tis cool guy whos fun to hang with. but well everyone has their weakness. let me tell u a story...theres this guy..he is good looking..rich..young..drives e latest mercz at only 18yrs old. he fucks young proud virgin teases...one of whom wld later go down on her knees to beg him after he dumped her just a day after deflowerin her. and i tell ya..that girl was one prideful being...and to think...
so one day he showed his friend small vertical scars on both his wrist...when i saw tat..it dawned instantaneously what happened.(cuz i saw em on tis pretty cute babe once) well..why would someone who has it all apparently resort to self-multilation? BGR...3 words.
Hence , my dear friends...take care all. SHIT HAPPENS! but life goes on....you can love a person so much and yet if u do nothing..or did everything abt it...the person gives shit abt you.... DROP IT...MOVE ON.
Ps: btw sum pple take u as a "spare" meaning he/she dont care shit abt u anymore..but still dont wanna make a clean break with you...they are called selfish bastards...and if u are in love with one such person. GOOD LUCK..hahaha. 3 more words...YUR FUCKED BABY!
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